The purpose of this meditation was to generate a strong feeling of wanting to become a Buddha for the benefit of all.
I made the appropriate preparations for meditation, and then tried to bring my mind onto the subject of Bodhichitta, but for the first time in a long time, my mind would not settle, and it was all a bit of a disaster really. I kept going, but I did not get a good object of meditation.
Oh well. I’ll try again tomorrow 🙂